“And then this week happened”…

This is my attempt at being productive today.

I’ve been doing well. The improvement I’ve experienced has allowed me lots of new priveleges. But much like what happened at this exact time last month, the combination of hormone cycles and Lyme cycles have brought me from Still doing good to I’m still connected to my body, right?

My M.E. has been acting up after pushing myself to write and not waiting to recover. Actually, that was probably just the icing on the cake of a bunch of little things I’ve been doing lately, and not waiting to recover… Typing a little. Writing a little. Taking a bath. Things people are “supposed” to be able to do. I honestly just forgot what would happen, since I’m always so careful. I remember, now. :\

So yesterday I took a day of forced rest, particularly for my arms. I was on the border of paralysis, a point I haven’t been at in a very long time. The rest has helped, but it will take a bit more to regain pre-exertional strength. Yesterday I was literally almost bored! I wasn’t tired, and my brain wanted to do things, but.. well, you only realize how much use your arms, when you can’t use them anymore!

My muscles have also been twitching a lot. And I mean a LOT. I have several episodes a day (especially at night), every single day, where it used to only happen during my bartonella flares. I’m assuming this has to do with all my muscle usage, since the majority of the twtiches have been in my arms. My calcium/magnesium/potassium, etc., are all fine, I know it. We’ll see where this goes, but I’m still assuming/hoping it’s because of the increased usage.

My daily bursts of headache are less severe (though this may be subject to change with my Lyme flare approaching). I still require ibuprofen every other evening… My voice is not accustomed to being used this much, so it goes out easily by the evening, if I’ve spoken a lot. But! I have my dry erase board. :) It comes in handy, especially when I can only whisper.

As far as my brain goes… For whatever reason, I’ve noticed that my brain functioning appears to be worsening, even though I’m improving physically. I’m really not sure why. (Could it be that I’m still increasing my olive leaf dosage? I’ll be at my usual 500mg twice a day by the end of the month.) But, it’s noted, so we’ll see what happens.

Oh! And my appetite is wonderful; I’ve gained two pounds. :) It disappeared today, but that’s normal given what has occurred.

I woke up in a state of utter exhaustion and feeling as if I were missing something, or just.. as I’ve said many a time, just didn’t have enough of something. With my menses having started several days ago, I assume temporary anemia may be playing a role (as well as with my muscle weakness). I’ve been awake 8 hours, and I’m finally able to move around, and, obviously type a little. I do not feel sick, and I have no fever. But sitting up made my heart rate spike like it used to, and my circulation was rather poor. I’ve subsisted on electrolyte water, Ensure, and homemade fruit smoothies via my mother. I’m feeling better now, and I hope tomorrow won’t be so extreme!

a rainbow at night

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