So first off, HEADACHE TIME. My eyes hurt and the front of my head hurts, but no sound sensitivity. I’ve been using the wheelchair off-and-on the past few days to make things a little easier on myself–whether it’s the joint pain or the blood pressure or just being out of breath at the time, lots of things are making it difficult to get around right now! It’s always easier by evening, though.
After some chatting on the support groups it would seem that my persisting joint pain might actually be bartonella, but the really severe episodes I have where I wake up unable to move my knees might still be Lyme. I haven’t had other instances of that, though I am now generally arthritis-y in every joint, particularly my hips, which is.. not typically Lyme-y to hang around like that? I can’t remember ever having this before. I’ll keep track of it but I’m glad I’m not the only one to experience this during treatment.
But what has startled me to make this post isn’t to rant about the joint pain, which I’ve accepted as a random part of the Bactrim that’s hopefully killing the bugs. No, this is Tuesday, so mid-week flare (previously the Saturday/weekend blues) is upon me. Right now I have another ankle rash. It’s an itchy, slightly rasied red area, with clusters of red pinpricks in it. I also have some other spots on my lower legs, that do not itch, and the red dots on my feet are back as I feared they might do. They’ve been appearing slightly the past few days–so whether it’s Lyme or bart or any combination of things, something is definitely active within me right now. These also do not itch, but some of them are much more prominent/noticable than the last time they sprung up. There are fewer of them, though?
This ankle-cluster-rash is the exact same thing I got a couple weeks before the whole tree thing happened, BEFORE I got re-exposure to the fleas, so I’m more likely to believe it’s something I already had than it being the result of mysterious-new-flea-infection. I don’t know what to make of it. About two weeks ago I got a similar bump-thing above my left knee that looked like a scratchmark, but it wasn’t? It gradually faded away as all of these do.
What exactly is going on, here? Is this another case of “one infection is down so another is going to pop up”? Or is this just another strain/another side of the bartonella infections I’m trying so desperately to eradicate? I’m halfway tempted to make an appointment with my (not-Lyme Literate but still Open-Minded) infectious disease specialist and see what he thinks might be going on. If it were a med reaction, it’d be consistent, wouldn’t it? Not just randomly happen when I’m also experiencing bug-symptoms?
This is confusing. :\
♥ a rainbow at night