It’s been a while since I’ve had the Beginning of the Month Lyme Flare, but I suspect due to stopping the Azithromycin, it’s making a small comeback. No worries, though–I doubt it’ll have time to do much damage before I start Tindamax next month… It’s December now! Yay!
I love the holiday season. Everyone is so giving, and people put forth so much effort to those who are not as fortunate, by means of donations and toys and food.
Two days ago I got a very sudden, very severe headache. I knew when it hit me that it was going to be one of the bad ones. I needed an entire Vicodin and 400 mg of ibuprofen to even touch it–usually I only need half of that! Day two required one additional dose, then today I’ve been okay without medicine, though I still get bursts of pain randomly.
Also for a couple days I’ve had the facial grimacing thing happening–where my face tends to droop and pull toward the left. I have very limited use of my left arm for reasons of neurological-based weakness. Yesterday my walk starting to.. well, where my left leg began to drag and I almost had a tip-toe gait, again. I have been feeling better this evening, but the dragging leg is still happening. I’ve had tremor in both arms, but obviously moreso in my left.
I never bothered to see that movement disorder specialist since everything was exaggerated because of the herxing. My neurologist confirmed dystonia, but as far as what kind, I have no idea. Reading more about dystonia and hypertonia (so much overlap) and its relationship to upper motor neuron lesions, has left me wondering if some of these issues will ever leave, or just be a remnant that appears whenever my body and brain are stressed? A friend of mine has been diagnosed with hypertonia and spasticity, and while she also has a random spot on her MRI, they never thought to make any connection with it in her, either. Then again I don’t know what area of the brain hers is in, nor the size, nor if she has a positive pronator drift. But the coincidence made me research a lot; I love learning.
What I can draw from it in my one day of Googling is,
Lyme disease and/or Bartonella → Upper Moton Neuron Lesion (w/ Positive Pronator Drift) → Spasticity → Hypertonia → Rigidity, and/or Dystonia, and/or Parkinsonism, and/or Dystonic Hypertonia (and probably a ton of other things)
In other words, an infection leading to a brain lesion that leads to various movement disorders. (Everything there can have more than one cause and result, don’t misinterpret that.) I just wonder if it’s permanent? Both my friend and I have experienced that, even when we feel better, we experience progressive neurological deficits the more physically active we are… I simply wonder whether or not that’s going to go away, or if it’s related to the spots on our brains, and thus it.. probably won’t. It always gets worse when oxygen levels are out of balance… So if my friend’s problems are anything like mine then I assume the SPECT scan she’s having will show lots of abnormality, which should serve as a basis of proof for her disability case. It’s ridiculous that someone who can only barely get out of bed on most days and makes emergency room visits every few months, has to prove disability even when all infection tests show positive… :\
I should be better in a couple more days.
♥ a rainbow at night