This video is not mine, but it helped me feel less alone, because my view of nature has drastically changed. I can’t even get bit by a few fleas without contracting whatever the little beasts are harboring, much less ticks, which are so much more inconspicuous.
I am so glad to know I’m not the only victim/survivor who feels this way. (Note: The music introduction only comprises the first thirty seconds.)
“I had no idea how easy it was to contract. And that it’s present everywhere. Trees, grass, dogs, people… Just about everywhere. So when I journey out into the world now, wherever there is nature, I have to be extremely careful. And I feel very conflicted, because the very thing that used to soothe me, and give me a place to go and get perspective on life, is now a place of danger. Oh, it always was, I just didn’t know it.
And when I go out, I observe people putting themselves at risk… But I can’t do anything about it.
Because if I say something, people think I’m loony. It’s just simply hard to believe, that you can get SO sick, by being in nature.”
Sometimes I wonder, if people thought ticks carried cancer, if they’d be more cautious. Or if it was common knowledge that Lyme disease can equal Multiple Sclerosis (MS), Parkinson’s, Lou Gehrig’s Disease (amyotrophic lateral sclerosis/ALS), Alzheimer’s, and Rheumatoid Arthritis (RA), just to name a few. :\ Chances are more likely than not you won’t ever be diagnosed with Lyme if you’re not looking, but instead you or someone you love will be diagnosed with one of the above (or Chronic Fatigue Syndrome/CFS, or Fibromyalgia), and then what?
♥ a rainbow at night