After almost seven years with this infection, I think the bartonella may be gone for good.
If you recall from this previous post, I talked about how my health was either about to nosedive or finally overthrow this infection thanks to the millions of antibodies I now get infused into my body every four weeks (certainly many of which are bartonella antibodies, since this bacteria is so common)… Guess which one happened?
Since April, I’ve been having none–none–of those symptoms I talked about eight months ago.
My favourite part of this (aside from the “won’t have bartonella-induced damage as a possible cause of death” thing, of course) is that I finally have my personality back, without a lapse every five or six days. I am emotionally stable! I also think that toxoplasmosis may have been playing a far greater role than my doctors originally thought, because my level of extraversion is also completely gone and I am now a solid INFJ instead of the ambivert I’d been for most of my life… But that’s a topic for another day.
Here are some of the changes I’ve made within the last.. wow, has all this really only happened within the last two months?
Exchanged everything I use on my body for an eco-friendly, recyclable, sustainable, chemical-free and usually organic version. (With the help of Amazon Prime, if you’re wondering.) That’s organic and chemical-free shampoo, conditioner, body lotion, deodorant, powder, lip balm, sunscreen, toothpaste, facial wash, and soaps.
Exchanged household items for eco-friendly, recyclable, sustainable, chemical-free versions, that don’t harm the environment. Like dish washing materials, laundry detergent, fabric softener, household cleaners, paper towels, bathroom tissue, facial tissue, drain cleaning, and even tape.
Sent everything I had to get rid ofto TerraCycle, which offers free recycling programs “for previously non-recyclable, or difficult-to-recycle, waste.” This includes unwanted beauty products, foil-lined granola wrappers, water filters, even cigarette butts and ashes; i.e. lots of things you can’t put in your recycle bin. And they even pay you to ship it to them! Continue reading ““When conditions are sufficient, things manifest.””→
Every time I go to write about something I’ve learned, I’m confronted with the realization that my writing about it won’t actually matter to anyone who isn’t ready to hear it. So maybe I’ll write about that, instead.
You can’t give people anything that might improve their life until they’re ready for change. You can’t show people there’s a cliff up ahead if they refuse to look down. You can’t help people discover anything they don’t want to see. You can’t convince anyone the truth will be easier to deal with if they’re attached to a lie. You can’t help anyone, unless they want to be helped.Continue reading “Help Unwanted, Motivation Optional”→
I’m not used to living this kind of life… It’s so different from what I was supposed to have, so different from what I was used to…
I barely see anyone. I barely go anywhere. I have no local friends and I think I’ve permanently lost my ability to drive. Disease puts me in bed an average of 23 hours per day, or at least to some area where I can lean back and my legs are propped up to ensure proper circulation. When you tell people these things, they immediately pity you and interpret it as a bad kind of life, or a sad kind of life, “oh you poor thing…” But Continue reading “A Very Special Way of Life”→